Vidar Vang
Stand up
This time
Hard to follow, hard to find
#1
Sometimes I stay up at night, all alone
Nothing to me, now
Alive
Let's pretend this coffee is champagne
My baby's like water
I'll be Johnny & you'll be June
“Summen er lyden av en framtidig klassiker”
“Ikke ett av de ti sporene er overflødige, og de tåler å bli gjentatt. Ofte!”
“Stand Up”
I desember 2004 skilte jeg og bandet, bestående av barndomskompiser fra Bjerkvik, lag (vi hadde da spilt sammen siden 1999). Uten stor dramatikk, men fordi vi følte vi hadde gitt alt vi kunne på to album, og satt igjen med for lite samlet omsetning til at vi kunne gå på nok en runde som fem-hodet prosjekt. Regningene skulle betales, og andre spor måtte derfor følges.
Akkurat dette punktet, der kunst krysser økonomi, har jeg etter hvert skjønt at artister og band som har solgt langt flere plater enn det jeg og vi gjorde den gangen, også har kommet - og nok vil komme til, igjen og igjen. Overgangen fra at en kasse pils, og kanskje en kasse til på nachspielet, opplevdes som belønning/betaling nok for en spillejobb, til at noen i bandet var blitt foreldre og at vi alle hadde fått forpliktelser, gjorde det vanskelig å fortsette å være satsende, men fattige kunstnere.
Jeg og bandet skiltes som gode venner, selvsagt - og er det selvsagt fremdeles.
Selv var jeg fast bestemt på å prøve igjen. Jeg hadde, som etter “Rodeo”, mange nye idèer og sanger på gang. Prosjekt “Vidar m/ band” hadde kanskje gått inn for landing, men det var aldri aktuelt for meg å stoppe i 2005. Den som ble med meg videre var Gaute. Nå ikke som gitarist, men som “bakmann” og samarbeidspartner om tekstene. Det var i forbindelse med “Vidar Vang” at partnerskapet vårt for alvor ble sementert, og det spørs om det hadde blitt et nytt album (så raskt etter “Stand Up Straight”) uten Gaute.
Bak meg hadde jeg i 2005 to kritikerroste album, som hadde gitt meg og bandet tre fantastiske år på mange vis. Men, det var også to album som hadde solgt mindre enn vi, EMI og Sony hadde trodd og håpet på - og på et stort, internasjonalt selskap så holder det sjelden å bare være “godt likt”.
Så da jeg skulle i gang med mitt fjerde album, var det første jeg gjorde å bestemme meg for å ikke forsøke å få en ny platekontrakt med en major label. I stedet ble VV Records opprettet, mitt eget plateselskap. Fra og med “Vidar Vang” har jeg selv stått for innspilling og hele produksjonen av alle albumene mine – og jeg eier alle mastertapene mine selv.
Det var et godt valg.
i 2005 ble jeg også med kompisene mine i Madrugada på en lang Europaturnè. Her ble sangene til “Vidar Vang” urfremført, og finslipt. Blant annet fra en scene i Munchen samtidig med at Liverpool slo Milan i Champions League-finalen i Istanbul. Det er første og eneste gangen jeg skulle ønske jeg heller så en fotballkamp enn å spille konsert. For jeg så alle Liverpool-kampene den sesongen - men ikke finalen.
Gaute hospiterte i 2005 i Supermono Studio, i Sagveien 17 i Oslo, drevet av Kjetil Draugedalen. Det ble derfor også studioet hvor “Vidar Vang” ble spilt inn - med nye musikere denne gangen - et innhanket stjernelag bestående av folk jeg hadde blitt kjent med i løpet av årene i Oslo og på veien: Erland Dahlen på trommer, Bjørn Holm på ståbass, Mikael Lindqvist på piano og Lise Voldsdal på fiolin.
“Vidar Vang” ble spilt inn mer eller mindre slik de fleste jazzplater spilles inn; live i studio på et par dager. Vi telte til 4, lot det stå til, og når sangen var over gikk vi inn i kontrollrommet for å høre på den. Satt det, var den ferdig - og klar for miks. Sammenlignet med innspillingen av “Rodeo” noen år tidligere, føltes det utrolig befriende å jobbe så raskt og effektivt denne gangen. Det ga sangene masse liv, og en ny, og annen type nerve enn på de foregående albumene.
Sangene på albumet “Vidar Vang” bærer alle preg av at jeg det året lette etter ny grunn; en eller annen ny vei videre. Det er som om sangene selv også leter seg litt ´frem, på et vis. Tekstene ble personlige, og tett på.
“Stand Up”, singelen fra “Vidar Vang”, ble A-listet på NRK P1 vinteren 2006, og årene 2006-2007 ble svært begivenhetsrike og innholdsrike år for meg som artist. Jeg gjorde utrolig mange konserter, alene med gitaren, i trioformat med Mikael og Lise, og noen også med fullt band; med studiobandet. Og reisen gjennom Europa med Robert og Madrugada var et høydepunkt. Spør bare etter en viss “Rider Banks” i Athen eller Tessaoniki - hvem vet, kanskje får du svar.
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STAND UP
Afraid
I don’t know where I’m going
Afraid
I can’t go back to where I’ve been
It’s late
And I’m alone out driving
I got my window halfway down
And the rain is coming inStand up
Stand up
Stand up now brothers and sisters and lovers
Stand upSteep
This ladder that I’m climbing
Steep
And I ain’t gonna fallI got a six feet wall between my heart and soul
I chased the sunshine, baby and got covered up in snow
I held on too long to what I had to let go
I tried to make it on my own, but this ain’t no one-man-show
I forgot my name and where I set out to go
I got a concrete will, I ain’t gonna cry no moreStand up
Stand up
Stand up now
Stand upI’m so tired of searching
There's nothing left to find
I’m so tired of waiting
For the sun to shine
I’m so tired of dreaming
I’m so tired, love
I’m so tired of praying
To the sleeping God aboveStand up
Stand up
Stand up, now, brothers and sisters and lovers
Stand up -
THIS TIME
I don't wanna hurt you, dad
I don't wanna scare you, mom, or make you sad
I don't wanna live inside a tomb
I don't wanna leave you here
I don't wanna close my eyes when you’re near
I don't wanna leave my house or roomThis time is not for liars
This time is not for cheats
This time is not for gazing at your feet
This time is not for cowards
This time is not for hate
This time is not for guards out by the gateI don't wanna loose this war
But sometimes I forget just what I came here for
I don't just wanna do good man, I wanna do right
I don't wanna scare you, friend
Or take away anything on which you might depend
But I don't know if there's anything left to fight forThis time is not for beggars
This time is not for thieves
This time is not for miracles or grief
This time is not for mercy
Mercy from the rain
This time is not for pleasure, pills or painCan you feel it?
Can you see?Everybody's changing now
This time is not for trenches
This time is not for swords
This time is not for prayin', sayin' “Dear, dear Lord”
This time is not for comics
This time is not for space
This time's for taking punches in your face -
HARD TO FOLLOW, HARD TO FIND
The road was wide
And many of us went
Side by side
Thirteen lonely men
And I never meant to hurt you, friendI needed you
And I guess you needed me
I needed you
It was plain for all to see
And then I denied you
One
Two
Three…I miss you, man
The water and the wine
I miss you, man
You're always on my mind
But, you're hard to follow, you're hard to find -
#1
May your heart stay soft and warm
May your ships pass through the storm
May good fortune follow you
Stay trueMay this moment, in time
Let it shine, shineLove, my love
May God grace your day
Your night and your way
My love, my love
Now, don't be afraid
I'll be by your side alwaysMay you remember, may you sing
Outside it's raining, and it's raining in
May you fight, may you win
May you winMay this moment, in time
Let it shine, let it shineLove, my love
May God grace your day
Your night and your way
My love, my love
Now, don't be afraid
I'll be by your side, my loveMay God grace your day
Your night and your way
My love, my love
Now, don't be afraid
I'll be with you always -
SOMETIMES I STAY UP AT NIGHT
Sometimes I feel like I'm going crazy
Sometimes I feel like going home
Sometimes my memory works quite amazing
Sometimes I stay up at night, all aloneSometimes it rains while it's sunny
Sometimes there’s calm inside the storm
Sometimes I won't laugh when a joke is funny
Sometimes I stay up at night, all aloneSometimes the future is ahead of me
Sometimes I'm scared of the stones that I've thrown
Sometimes a day or five goes by me
Sometimes I stay up at night, all aloneI’m gone, gone, gone
With the wind -
NOTHING TO ME, NOW
All your crying
All your shame
All your guilt
And all your blame
All your pain, means nothing to me nowAll your losses
All your plans
All your castles made of sand
Listen man, they're nothing to me nowYou're nothing to me, now
I know you, and you're nothing to me, nowAll your worries
All your lies
All your gambles
All your alibies
Don't ask why, they're nothing to me nowAll your anger
All your past
Your paradise that didn't last
Get over it fast, man
It's nothing to me nowYou're nothing to me now
I know you, you're nothing to me nowI'm just tired
You're just blind
I am right
And you're just left behind
I don't mind, you're nothing to me, nowYou're nothing to me now
I know you, you're nothing to me nowAnd I'm never going back that way again
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ALIVE
I try to get up early every day
I try to make you happy in every way
I try to do my best girl, every night
I try to do my best girl, I try to put up a fightWell, all right
You gotta fight
Every day
And every nightThe sky is black with rain today, but I'm not born to lose
And though the water's pouring in from holes in both my shoes
I'm aliveI try to save some money, I try to be good
I try to save some money, my dad always said I should
But sometimes I lie awake at night, and I just wanna run away
Sometimes I lie awake at night, but I'm gonna stayI'm gonna stay
I ain't gonna run away
I love you, baby
I'm gonna stayThe sky is black with rain tonight, but I'm not born to lose
And though the water's pouring in from holes in both my shoes
I'm aliveAll you saw
All you knew
And all you ever learned
Is all in all just useless when your whole world starts to burnYou're alive
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LET’S PRETEND THIS COFFEE IS CHAMPAGNE
Willie, well I know it didn’t work out like we planned
I am out of work and you are out of love again
Willie, I would rather be most anywhere than here
But here we are and I am kind of glad someone is nearSo let’s pretend this coffee is champagne
Let’s pretend it’s diamonds that are pouring down, not rain
Let’s pretend that Marianne will take you back again
Let’s pretend this coffee is champagneBob behind the counter says “Come on, boys, time to go”
He’s gazing out the window, sayin’ “Hey, at least it doesn’t snow”
He’s picking up his jacket and his brand new phone
Sayin’ “Boys, you may be down and out, but at least you’re not alone”So let’s pretend this coffee is champagne
Let’s pretend it’s diamonds that are pouring down, not rain
Let’s pretend the CIO will take me back again
Let’s pretend this coffee is champagneWell I hope you were a nice guy on your way up to the top
Cause Willie, my friend, now we’re going down
It’s lonely at the bottom too, and this rain won’t ever stop
And my coffee’s cold just like the funeral groundEverybody’s going home now, taxies in the streets
Lots of people that I know, but none I’d like to meet
They say the price of fame is peace and simple privacy
But I’d give everything God, if I could just stop being meSo let’s pretend this coffee is champagne
Let’s pretend it’s diamonds that are pouring down, not rain
Let’s pretend that everything will just be OK again
Let’s pretend this coffee is champagne -
MY BABY'S LIKE WATER
My baby's like water
In which I drown
My baby's like waterMy baby's like water
And I'm a thirsty man
My baby's like waterMy baby's like water
The river running to the sea
My baby's like water
Like the rain coming down on meMy baby's like water
Clouds or mist
My baby's like water
I'm Jesus, she's John the BaptistMy baby's like water
Wash my sins away
My baby's like water
Like a cool lake on a summers day -
I’LL BE JOHNNY & YOU’LL BE JUNE
August day
Friends who say
“Hello, how are you?”
They've come from near
And far away
To celebrateAnd at the altar, a bride and groom
They say “I do”, “I do”
They'll soon be man and woman in a country tune
Called “I'll be Johnny and you'll be June”Eyes of grey
I see them stray
I miss you now, baby
Some might run
But, I will stay
I need you, my babyWe made a promise when our love was new
And now I'll see you through
You'd take care of me, I'd take care of you
I'll be Johnny and you'll be June